i miss u!!!!! =(

sometimes.....life isn't easy at all....

sometimes, when i'm here alone, i wish just for a precious moment that i wasn't here instead was there so i could give a great big hug......

"there comes a point in your life, when u realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. so don't worry about people from your past, there is a reason why they didn't make it to your future."

but that can be freaking hard. my mind tells me to give up.... but mt heart won't let me...

and though, it hurts more to move on... i know it should be for the very best, but it kills me to wonder what could have been, and even worse, what should have been...

i don't understand how we could click so fast and so good but yet we aren't together. i just want once for something to work for me...i found someone i really like and yet i can't be with that person..

why??

i wish i had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had... but i can't... because i know u won't come after me..

"don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. don't ever say you don't love this person if you can't let this person go..."

i'm over you, but there are days when everything comes back...

"you'll never find the right one if you never let go the wrong one..."

sometimes i like to pretend that everything's alright because when everybody else thinks you are fine, you forget for a while that you're not...

"love....its like the lightning, u get struck once and baby, it kills..."

sometimes we just don't realize how much we care for someone until they stop caring about us, if everything happens for a reason, what's the reason behind this??

yes i can be happy and yes i can laugh but something's missing in my life.. and i can't get up....

i always wanted to make you happy and the part that hurts me the worst is that i don't even remember what your laugh sounds like...

i try to move on. i try to do something else but no matter what i do...i think of you...

"a broken heart is like broken mirror. it is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it..."

i miss u...........

and there's nothing left to say........